New Tradition

Completely failed at Saturday. Heading city to the city to donate blood, I realised I’d forgotten to bring the paperwork that I needed, and subsequently the entire thing fell on it’s arse. Without the papers, I couldn’t do anything so I got off the train at the next station and stood around at Albion for a while.

I’m really irritated with that. I’ve scheduled another appointment for Tuesday, but that means that I’ll have until Tuesday to continue stressing about the whole thing. I don’t even know why I’m doing it, but I suspect it’s really just another something to torment myself with.

I caught the next train north intending to go home, but got off at Eagle Junction instead where I told Jeremy just how important it was that he meet me for lunch. We had dirty fried chicken, and walked to Nundah where I bought jelly beans and caught a train home.

It was a good enough day out, but I was disappointed that all my preparation led to nothing. I was disappointed doubly that when I re-checked the web site, I probably didn’t need any paperwork after all.

  1. Posted July 4, 2010
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Some Arlo Things

The dog has left a legacy at least. I still can’t leave my bedroom of a night time without being cautious of where I tread.

Once his sight went he had a terrible habit of falling asleep in walkways, and on more than one occasion I stepped on him laying in front of my bedroom door. He also started leaving puddles toward the end, which is ultimately why we had to get rid of him. I’ll never forget the awful realisation in the middle of the night that your socks are soaked with dog piss.

The little guy could nearly turn himself inside out if it meant being able to play with a tennis ball.It wasn’t always bad though. I don’t think I’ll ever forget the way he would dance around when I came home from work; he was a giddy fool and would often trip over himself in his excitement.

He loved cuddles too, and would sneak up to an outstretched leg and sit under your foot hoping for a scratch. If you stopped, he’d beg with this stupid waving gesture using his front legs. I’ve no idea where he got that from, but it was the cutest thing you ever saw, and was pretty pretty good at getting attention.

Arlo  Probably Wants CuddlesI was in grade 4 when we got him. One day Mum picked me up from school in the horrible green Mazda, and there was an excitable little dog in the car with her. When we got him home we found out he also had an excitable penchant for running away. Many-an afternoon I spent chasing him when he got out of the house, or was accidentally let off his chain. It wasn’t until much later and we’d trained him that he became less of a pest.

I'll  never forget Arlo. He was a really well travelled dog, and we shared numerous car trips down to New South Wales to visit family when I was younger. He loved having the windows down, and if I understand correctly, he actually once fell out of the car window while Dad was taking him to the shops. Saved by the lead, I guess.

He even went to live in Singapore with my parents for a while, and only came back a couple of years ago when they did. I don’t think the heat treated his host of undiagnosed allergies any good, so I guess he was pleased to come back to Australia.

He was a good friend and I pretty much grew up with him, so it was really painful to have to have him put down. He had a good life though, and we loved him to bits, so I try to justify it that it was his time — long overdue by dog years even, so there. He’s buried out in the front garden in his cane doggy basket, which I think is really sweet and also a good way to get rid of an old basket.

  1. Posted July 3, 2010
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Rundown

This is probably my longest commute yet. I just spent forty-five minutes waiting at Doomben station, because I only arrived as the previous train left.

I have an awful headache this afternoon, and the most dreadful bags under my eyes. I’m not sure why, because I thought I had a good nights sleep, so perhaps it’s just stress. Either way, I am glad it is the weekend.

It’s been a tough week.

  1. Posted June 25, 2010
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Goodbye Arlo

Arlo was put down yesterday at around 10 AM. I snuck off to the work toilets to have a cry when it happened, but that was about it.

He was such a good dog, and I will miss him terribly.

  1. Posted June 24, 2010
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Well Done; Sticky Star

This Tuesday I grudgingly hoisted my large and cumbersome self out of bed, threw together an outfit and was out the door on my bike faster than you can say lickety split. Having stayed up late in a long weekend rebellion and fingered snooze alarm clumsily twice on my brand new and glossy touch-screen phone, I was in a two-fold terrible state and running late as well.

It was quite a cold morning, and as I wheeled down the criminally uneven surface of Meredith street I wondered what possible reason I could have for riding my bicycle to work. Surely this was some kind of punishment devised by the gods themselves for my crimes untold.

Alas it was a part of my then-new fitness regime. Having cycled to and from work a few times the week before, I’d decided that it was time to get back into the mix of cars and trucks and Kingsford Smith Drive, and cycle-commute myself to work.

The trip was surprisingly easy; the wind was favourable and the final stretch along one of the worst roads I’ve ever ridden was swift and pleasurable. There were only two vehicles that cut me off throughout the entire trip, and by the time I got to work I was positively glowing.

In the showers I discovered I’d lost my asthma puffer, and consequently wheezed throughout the morning.

The week continued in the usual fashion. Work; commute; sleep; commute; repeat, as if wishing my life away were as easy as that. Come Friday I had ticked a similar number of sweet nothings off my long and listless manifest of life missions as the futile week before. Continuing the trend of health kicks past, I drove home and had corn chips for dinner.

Next week I begin anew, a fresh slate for an arbitrary period. This time my resolutions will stick.

  1. Posted June 18, 2010
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