Dear Diary

Work was good today. I did two things, one of which was a cunning distraction from the other thing. I finished the thing I was distracting myself from, and the distraction’s kind of an on-going affair. I might finish it tomorrow.

Today’s dilemma is that I actually feel good. Accomplished, even. The main problem is that I’m not; I’m stuck in a rut and I’m still not sure how to get myself out. These almost mindless distractions are nevertheless a nice reminder that not everything in life is bleak and disappointing.

Tomorrow I’ve got grand plans for even more distractions. I’m really excited for what I’m planning in the short term, although I guess the extreme short term requires I brush my teeth and get some sleep or else I’ll be ruined tomorrow. I’ve been essentially living off cheap instant coffee over the past week, but I’m not sure if that’s cause or effect of my sleeping problem.

I do know the builders aren’t helping.

  1. Posted November 16, 2009