I’m having a fantastic 2:34 AM dilemma. It’s not as simple as “should I stay awake or go to sleep,” it’s more along the lines of “what the fuck should I do next?”
I’ve got my life completely planned out in excruciating detail for the next six hours, but after that my planning has sort of trailed off and I’m left with a big vast unknown, full of knowns that I can’t work out how to put together. I have wedged myself into a very tight, very stupid corner, and I’m finding it difficult to get myself out of it. Thus, I’m really not sure what to do next.
This is my thought process, and you may notice it’s somewhat circular. Like a goldfish, I can’t keep my mind on either the problem at hand (requiring sleep,) or the greater life problems I’m trying to solve (too numerous, embarrassing and personal to mention.) I don’t know what I expect a vague blog post will do, but I thought I’d put it out there.
Just putting it out there.
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